Some call me a monster, others a demon...

But pretty often all of them are wrong, at this very moment I am researching for the next part of my bible study called "Cuando el legalista llega a casa" This is an important subject so, all of the information gathered so far must be double or even triple checked, I am used to redo my job twice or even thrice if it does not look good enough to me, that's why I am so busy now and that is the main reason of why I was choosen along other guy to replace a recently fired manager as well.
People think I am a monster, maybe it is true but only one the ones who really know me, only the closest ones to me can tell it is true: A monster who has fougth for a long time against the sins in his own life and has overcome his own failures time and time again, my hands are stained with my own blood every time I hit their own faces, You cannot say that sins are not an act of free willness, if you do, you are nothing but a damn lier!!
I am also called a demon, a moloch if you want since I am used to demand from others the same I things demand to myself, even my own children say I am ruthless when they cannot accomplish something but I always show them how much I care for them and how much I love them, if they cry to me "I can't" my usual answer is "You can't if it is really impossible"... even some other think of me as a demon just for being a goth, a real demon cannot stand on the truth... a real demon is pure evil... at least I am not even a bad guy at all.